Monthly Archives: May 2014
You’re Not In Love, You’re In Love With The Idea Of Love
I Learned the Hard Way That Only I Could Make Myself Happy
What The Person You Deserve Is Like
This Is How They Say Goodbye
不疼 不疼
他眼里没有我。 他看不到我。 就算我多么靠近,多么渴望,他始终看不到我。 你爱的那个他占据了你的一切。就算我无数次地徘徊,我始终做不进你的心房了。 就算我就在你的身边,仅在你的眼前,我依旧是那个透明人。 你,我摸不着,看不到。 我真恨得累了,真的想放弃你了。 你放过我好吗? 不要对我笑,不要跟我说话,不要看我,不要接近我,不要 不要不要再对我好了。 我很笨,你对我好 我会误会。误会你对我有感觉 误会我成功了。 我不要再这样了。 放手,放开我,让我走。 你爱她,就不要望着我。 求你了。 我以伤不起了,我的心以碎。不疼了 不疼了 放手后 爱你的人会在远方 他不稀罕你的一切,可以定有一个人着望着你,等你,稀罕这你的一切,想把全世界给你。 他注定是人生的过客,不值得怀念。笑吧,明天会更好。
I wasnt born to be a warrior..
From the start, i know that the world was going to be cruel. It is going to rip my heart and my soul to pieces, devouring everything of me till all i was is a speck of dust. I kept everyone a distance away from me. I tried to be the big girl, the tough girl, the girl who no one can hurt or can reach. I toughened my heart so that no one can ever break it again or even come close to it again .But with all the protection wall I placed around, i seemed to forget that Im not that tough after all, Im not that impenetrable after all.
I was still the girl whose heart is really soft and cant say no to people. I was still the girl who cant seem to grow up after all the shit i been through. I was still the girl who need someone to stand by with and give me the strength to move on. I forgot that i wasnt born to be a warrior. I cant brave the storms and seas myself. I cant.. I just cant.. I need you. really really need you.. Some words of concerns from you are all i need to keep going. They are all i need to stand taller and not fear the deadliest storm and the roughest sea. They are all i need to keep that smile on my face and wait for the next sun rise.
When The One Thing You Want Is The One You Can’t Have
学不会放聪明点,学不会放手,学不会转身,离开你的世界。 我忘了,我始终不在你的世界里,而是在你的周围打绕,打扰你。